Have you ever feel like you actually don't belong to certain societies ?
If you feel the same like me then be grateful. We both have the same feelings. Im in that situation right now . Sadly, this is not me. I suppose to be who I am but I just can't show it. I am not able to bring out myself. If you think Im in a stage called - insecure, I agree. I am. Indeed. I just can't bring myself to enjoy today's event. Annual Grand Dinner for FSCC. I don't feel myself as one of them from the beginning. So why do I have to be bother about it now , right ? Tonight, is just the same with the previous. I ain't a princess. I ain't a hipster girl. I ain't like those glamorous girls you meet. All I need is my bed. Here comes my mood swing. Haha
#samisnotinagoodmood
If you feel the same like me then be grateful. We both have the same feelings. Im in that situation right now . Sadly, this is not me. I suppose to be who I am but I just can't show it. I am not able to bring out myself. If you think Im in a stage called - insecure, I agree. I am. Indeed. I just can't bring myself to enjoy today's event. Annual Grand Dinner for FSCC. I don't feel myself as one of them from the beginning. So why do I have to be bother about it now , right ? Tonight, is just the same with the previous. I ain't a princess. I ain't a hipster girl. I ain't like those glamorous girls you meet. All I need is my bed. Here comes my mood swing. Haha
#samisnotinagoodmood
2016 - The new era
Assalamualaikum
First of all, I dont know if I still have/have any silent reader here. Its okay. I just being curious; in a positive way. No worries. Well actually in today's journal I want to share my experience here. I hope no one will mind. Currently, Ive realised that Im not living in the old era where I can eat what I wanted or I can buy anything that I wanted. As for me, 2016 has been more challenging or I must say another test in my life. Regardless to the economic issues and political corruption here and there over the newspapers and media everyday, I found it so depressing. Yes, I might look young by the outside but inside me - my soul, my mind, my character has slowly work like Ive 10 children to feed and no husband. Till that extend means, Ive to think a lot. Especially for the sake of my Mom and myself. So thats why I think people nowadays should really start a business or as some said #2kerja. Its okay to do so actually as long as you can manage your time properly. Well, you can gain MONEY + CREDIBILITY as a great person. 2 in 1. In case if anyone of you read this... I would love to know what did you guys think of nowadays ?
First of all, I dont know if I still have/have any silent reader here. Its okay. I just being curious; in a positive way. No worries. Well actually in today's journal I want to share my experience here. I hope no one will mind. Currently, Ive realised that Im not living in the old era where I can eat what I wanted or I can buy anything that I wanted. As for me, 2016 has been more challenging or I must say another test in my life. Regardless to the economic issues and political corruption here and there over the newspapers and media everyday, I found it so depressing. Yes, I might look young by the outside but inside me - my soul, my mind, my character has slowly work like Ive 10 children to feed and no husband. Till that extend means, Ive to think a lot. Especially for the sake of my Mom and myself. So thats why I think people nowadays should really start a business or as some said #2kerja. Its okay to do so actually as long as you can manage your time properly. Well, you can gain MONEY + CREDIBILITY as a great person. 2 in 1. In case if anyone of you read this... I would love to know what did you guys think of nowadays ?
2016 - The Beginning
Assalamualaikum
This might be my first new post after a few years I quit from blogging. Currently checking my blog again when my friend reminded me of this. I'm hoping to share and write my journal with more suitable stories to be shared and more mature than before. I'm sorry that I'm so childish back then.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Let's begin the new entry for 2016 😊
This might be my first new post after a few years I quit from blogging. Currently checking my blog again when my friend reminded me of this. I'm hoping to share and write my journal with more suitable stories to be shared and more mature than before. I'm sorry that I'm so childish back then.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Let's begin the new entry for 2016 😊
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